Wednesday, March 27, 2013

I want to fill in more colors into the world

Seeing the beautiful sky in the evening with full of colors,
I feel as if its a sheet with colorful patches sewn by some tailor...
I wish to add few more patches of new colors to this colorful view,
Wouldn't adding green, magenta and purple make it more picturesque...
Looking at all those flowers: all with different shades,
I wonder, why do all the flowers have to be of different shade?
Why cant every flower imbibe each and every color in it?
With every petal filled with a new shade and a new tint...
I just want to fill in more colors into this world,
That is revolving around those whites, blacks & greys...
Whenever I see those stars twinkling somewhere far away,
To me, they look like white polka dots painted in haste...
I am curious to know why do they all have to be in white?
I feel like painting them all with some different dye...
Whenever I see those birds with all those lovely feathers,
I feel like sketching new streaks over them all with different colors...
I really wish to add more colors to this world,
Why is it just revolving around those whites, blacks & greys...
When I see that sky every time wearing that boring black,
I feel like coloring it with a different shade every time...
One night, it would be yellow & other night it would be white,
How wonderful and spectacular would be that sight...
Whenever I see that beautiful rainbow with 7 strips in half circle,
I feel like drawing 7 more strips, with new & brighter colors...
Whenever I see that vast ocean with waves in blue,
I wish to change the color of every wave to something new...
I want to be an artist again,
Artist with all the colors and brushes...
I would have filled more colors into this world,
Which is revolving around whites, blacks & greys...

I wish I had short life to live

I wish, so badly I wish,
I had a short life to live...
Like a bug whose lasts only for a day,
But lives its life completely like a ray...
That emerges n gets destroyed in fraction of seconds,
But lightens everything around in that short duration of time...
I so badly wish I just had one day to live like that bug,
Where I just had few mins to dedicate to all my work...
Few mins to take birth, few mins to grow up,
Few mins to smile n few mins to cry...
Few mins to be happy n few mins to be sad,
Few mins to love n few mins to get loved...
Few mins to woo someone,
Just few mins to make him mine...
Few mins to give birth to my race,
Few mins to enjoy with them...
Few mins to take care of them,
Few mins to  bring them up...
I would have had no extra time for any emotion,
Neither for the ones I adore nor for the ones I abhor...
I would have had just few mins for love n few mins for passion,
Few mins for sufferings n few mins for obsession...
Few mins for achieving my aims n few mins to enjoy that success,
Few mins to cherish everything n still, it wouldn't have been less...
I would have enjoyed everything in that short life,
It would have been a fast forward version of my current life...
N then I would have gone into the lap of silence forever,
With no more pain to take and no more happiness to seek,
With no more love to gain and no more goals to reach...
With no more tears to spill and no more aims to achieve,
I wish I had a short life to live,
One day without any time to waste...
Just one day to fulfill all my desires,
I wish I had short life to live...

Sunday, March 24, 2013

Highway to heaven

Finally, I know where do all my dreams reside,
I found out the way that will lead to that hidden sight...
I even know that I am on the right track,
I know finally I am walking the right way...
This is definitely the highway to my dreams,
This I know is the highway to an unseen heaven...
Highway that I was searching from so long,
,That will lead me to my dreams prolonged...
This is what I was yearning from years,
This is for what, I shed uncountable tears...
I already know the final destination of this journey of mine,
Where this highway of my dreams will lead me with the passing time...
Its an answer to all my hidden desires,
Its an answer to all that I ever aspired...
I can see something bright but blurred somewhere far away,
Something thats waiting for me at the end of this way...
Is that the silhouette of my goals and dreams?
Is that the thing that I am so hungry to feel?
I desire to be under that shadow soon,
Though it is as far as that moon...
I am dying to fill all my dreams in my life's cart,
I am craving to feel the joy of achieving them in my heart...
I know I will soon get there someday,
 i jus dont care what this world has to say...
I only have this one desire left within me now,
I have to reach to all my dreams somehow...

And you make me wanna lose myself!

That look of yours make my heart beat fast,
That smile of yours bring my happiness back...
The things you say can make me smile even in pain,
The touch of yours can give me wings to fly even in rain...
Do you know you have some kind of a magic in you,
That drives me crazy and makes me mad for you...
I still remember that first crazy look of yours,
That gave me so many butterflies in my stomach...
I still remember that first time you touched me,
That made me wanna lose myself & anything else, I couldnt see!
You saw the parts of me that were not all that pretty,
but with every single touch you even filled them wth beauty...
You saw the side of me that was not all that amazing,
but you just fixed it wonderfully with each day passing...
You saw the part of me that I thought was my weakness,
But you turned it into my strength & bought me out of that mess...
You are the only one with whom I can be truly myself,
I don't have to show off or scared of anything else!
Tell me how you do it every single time,
make me fall in for you more and more with the passing time...
I wish to live every single moment of my life with you,
I wish to grow old with you, live with you & die with you...