Paper Planes

“People don’t like love, they like that flittery flirty feeling. They don’t love love - love is sacrificial, love is ferocious, it’s not emotive. Our culture doesn’t love love, it loves the idea of love. It wants the emotion without paying anything for it." ―  Matt Chandler Probably this is true and I actually believe in it very strongly. It's not love what people look out for - its jus that infatuation, those butterflies in the stomach, that excitement, that thrill, that desperation, that anticipation. Actually more than half of the love stories meet an unpleasant and terrible end, the moment all this enthusiasm and drama is gone from a relationship. Sad! but true. We no more (not generalizing), have those 'forever' happy afters. We no more have those relationships with the promise of being together for 7 births.  We don't even understand this word we use so frequently, called ‘Love’... its just not an emotion, its just not a feeling. It's beyond t...

I never post book reviews on this page of mine. But then, recently I read an extraordinary book, the review of which I am compelled to write at whatever places i can, its that beautiful and gripping! It would actually be an arduous task for me to hunt for words that could describe my feelings for this book! That could elaborate on how I felt after reading it... It's going to be a taxing exercise! I generally take my own sweet time to finish books, but this one! I tell you I finished in 2 days!  This book is, I guess the best portrayal of Krishna's life till date. It deals with his relationships with the four women whom he loved, loved intensely: Radha, Draupadi, Satyabhama, Rukmini. Unlike other epics where all his roles are confined in relation with Gokul, Kans, Kurukshetra, Gita, Arjuna etc... In fact, the beginning of the book itself is totally different. It starts with Krishna, being on his death bed, ready to be relieved from this wo...

Can I ask something? Something... Do I make you happy? I know its not easy to answer But still I want to know! I just want to make you happy Though it feels opposite at times I wonder if I give you all that you want And I ponder if I am the woman you desire Will you ever leave? Say No please... Your happiness is all that I care about Your smile is all that I wanna see Your giggles are all that I wanna hear Nothing I want, if I cant have that Your sadness makes me wretched, Your gloominess drenches me with dejection I feel like taking you in my arms and holding you tight When I see you cry, I feel like wiping away your tears forever And I feel like giving you all that I have To stop you from bleeding, I can take away all your pains Just to make you smile Just to make you happy Even if it means to let you go... I will, yes baby I will I just wanna see you happy I just wanna see you smiling Even if I have to let you go... Coz I know I am not perfect M...

image source:http://1ms.net/happy-girl-desktop-background-531033.html Have you ever noticed my smile when you compliment me: how so ever dwarfish, how so ever silly it is? Though I do not show it outside, I try hard to create an aura of calmness and tranquility 'coz that's what women are supposed to do they say... But then do you feel those rumbling vibrations? The ones that set my whole body quaking... Though I try to look so composed... Do you know your compliments rip through my body causing havoc? Are you even aware of the hurricanes that originate like giant engines that use my feelings as fuel! You don't... I guess... you don't! Well, let me tell you then... The moment you look at me, the moment your eyes meet every inch of my body, the moment those words complimenting me slip your tongue... I go crazy!  Every drop of my blood starts rushing through my veins: dancing and singing - causing a madness of such intensity that I can't ...

And that was the day... That was the day I remember... The day I discarded all that I had inside me, The day I abandoned it all... That was the day when I fell in love… A feeling so intense and an emotion so vigorous... That it left me with a surge of bewilderment...  A feeling I never experienced before... An emotion completely unknown... ‘Coz I never remember being in love ever,  with so much madness, with so much fervor... I fell in love with the man who did everything possible to make me fall for him The man who took all my pains away and gave me smiles instead... The man who kissed me passionately every morning I woke up The man who made me laugh and whom I called my soul mate... I fell in love with that lady sitting quietly in a corner But today her beautiful face looked so pale and lifeless...  Her eyes grim and filled with sorrow...  She: who brought me into this world, and gave me all that she had... She: who made me walk, a...

Hold my hand, let me make you feel what I feel Come, come in my arms, let me hide you in my heart Look into my eyes, let me show you what lies deep in them Touch me, let me reveal whats hiding beneath this smile Walk with me,  let me take you to my world Make me yours, let me share a part of my soul with you Leave the meaningless part of your life, be mine...

      I am just a passing wind, Would blow for sometime... You are like an island, I am a traveller, passing you by... I am like a star in the sky, Would shine till a cloud covers me off... You are like a b'ful dream, Would stay till I open my eyes...

They say... they ask... again and again Not to get acquainted with this thing called love They blame it for all the terrible pains They condemn it for causing throbbing heart aches They denounce it as a forbidden poison Poison that intoxicates all, like venom But how can one deny the warmth of love How can you ask your heart not to dive in its tenderness How can one not get smitten by this alluring passion, When the whole universe seems to be enchanted with its magic? When everyone around seems to be lured with its charm... Aren't those stars in love with the beautiful moon? If not, then why do they follow its every move? Isn't the sun in love with that far lying horizon? If not, then why does it sleep in the warmth of its arms? Isn't the sky in love with the gigantic sea? If not, then why does it leave its refection in its eyes? Aren't the clouds in love with the land? If not, then why do they gift it, those precious beautiful rain jewels? Isn...

"But for now, let me say — without hope or agenda, just because it’s Christmas and at Christmas you tell the truth — to me, you are perfect. And my wasted heart will love you. Until you look like this... (a picture of a mummy)"                                                 —  Mark, Love actually I am sure many of us are aware and adore this beautiful scene from Love actually! We all know and will also agree that love is one of the most beautiful feelings in the world! And I know this is the most used phrase in the universe, but then forgive me! I could not find much appropriate and better words to describe the importance of this one feeling: Love! This is the only feeling in the world that can make you think "Am I crazy?" The day I watched ...

'I love you', guess these three are most used words in any language, any day. Well, that's what I feel. But do we realize how deep are these 3 words. What is the meaning of them? What does that mean when you say "I love you" to someone. I feel its a commitment for life. By saying I love to someone, you are indirectly saying that you would be there with that person forever and for always. Well, I feel very strongly about these words and if I tell "I love you" to someone, I mean it. I love to tell you 'I love you', I love to do that again and again, I love it more, when you say me too, Yes, I love to tell you 'I love you', Let me tell you what it means when I say it, Well it means: I accept you for the person you are, I will stand by you even if you are far, Even through the worst of times, Even when you don't need me at times, It means: Loving you even when you are in an awful mood, Or tired to do the things that I want you to do, It ...

Wrote this one for my husband whom I love more than anything and who means everything to me: I hurt him, I give him pain but all I know is I can't live without him and nothing matters to me in this world more than him... He is the one who makes me feel special, who makes me feel out of this world by every single touch, whose smile can make me forget all the stress, whose words can take me to another amazing world, whose one look is enough to take away my breath, whose one smile can lift my feet off the ground, whose happiness is more than enough to spin me around, whose love is just enough to drive me crazy: I just wanna be the girl you talk about, The only one you couldn’t live without, The one about whom you say to this world She’s my baby, she's my girl... I just wanna be the girl you think about, The one that takes your breath away, The one with whom you want to spend all your nights and all your days... I just wanna be the girl you care about, The only one ...

Come away with me, and I will take you to the city of dreams... Come away with me, And I will give all that you need... Come away with me, And I will write you a lovely song... Come away with me, And I will give you all that you have been craving for... Come away with me, And I will sketch you a beautiful picture... Come away with me, And I will fill your life with colors... Come away with me, Holding my hand, Somewhere far I will take you, And I will never let you go...

That look of yours make my heart beat fast, That smile of yours bring my happiness back... The things you say can make me smile even in pain, The touch of yours can give me wings to fly even in rain... Do you know you have some kind of a magic in you, That drives me crazy and makes me mad for you... I still remember that first crazy look of yours, That gave me so many butterflies in my stomach... I still remember that first time you touched me, That made me wanna lose myself & anything else, I couldnt see! You saw the parts of me that were not all that pretty, but with every single touch you even filled them wth beauty... You saw the side of me that was not all that amazing, but you just fixed it wonderfully with each day passing... You saw the part of me that I thought was my weakness, But you turned it into my strength & bought me out of that mess... You are the only one with whom I can be truly myself, I don't have to show off or scared of anything else...