Paper Planes

      I am just a passing wind, Would blow for sometime... You are like an island, I am a traveller, passing you by... I am like a star in the sky, Would shine till a cloud covers me off... You are like a b'ful dream, Would stay till I open my eyes...

याद आती है उन बीतें दीनो कि, जब माँ क़ि गोद हमारा आँगन थी, जब माँ क़ि बातें हमें सहलाती थी, जब माँ क़ि हसी हमें ज़माने भर कि खुशियाँ दे जाती थी, जब माँ का डाटना भी लगता था उसका प्यार, जब हमारे रूठने पर वो करती थी दुलार, माँ के हाथों में वो ख़न-खनाती चूड़ीयान, आएने पे चिपकी माँ कि वो छोटी सी बिंदियाँ, माँ के सिंदूर कि वो प्यारी सी डिबईयाँ, माँ कि पायल क़ि वो मीठी सी झंकार, माँ के प्यार से सज़ा वो घरबार, माँ क़ि ख़ुशबू से महकता हर कोना, माँ क़ि गोध में वो सर रख कर सोना, याद आती है उन बीतें दीनो की, जब माँ क़ि आह्टो से होती थी हर सुबह, और माँ क़ि लोरियों से होती थी शाम जुदा, जब घनी धूप से बचाता था माँ का आँचल, जब रहती थी वो साथ हर लम्हा, हर पल, ना जाने कहाँ खो गये वो दिन, जब एक पल ना रह पाते थे हम तेरे बिन, आज भी बहुत याद आती है तेरी माँ, तेरे सायँ के बिन, क्या बतायें है हम कितने तन्हा, काश होते हम, आज भी साथ तेरे, तेरे आँगन में खेलते बिल्कुल पहले की तरह, तेरे पहलू में सर रख कर सोते, तुझे गले लगा कर जी भर कर रोते, सुनने को तेरी प्यारी मीठी बातें तरसते है हम, तेरे सीने से लगने को आज भी त...

Love is like an open cage, Where you are the one detained, But still you are unable to fly, And do you know the reason, why? You calmly bear all the pain, Drenched in the sorrow rain, Still you stay there in serene, Tied from those love chains, It takes a hold on you, It almost kills you everyday, Still you don't fly away, Do you know the reason, why? 'Coz love is a fatal trap, From which it is not easy to flee, Once you are caught in love's prison, Baby you just can't break free...

I feel so trapped, In the middle of a maze... My wings are broken, Got caught in a cage... My essence is rotten, My heart carries a rage... My soul is screaming, To set free of this plague...

Want to open my eyes to an endless view, Want to meet the one, who resides beyond the blue sky, Want to dance to the music of a fluttering butterfly, Want to sing along with the sounds of those waves, Want to wake up in the lap of an old tree, Want to fly with the wedge in flight...

There are those weird days, When I feel sad and depressed, When the only color visible to me is blue , And you are the only one I look up to... There are those strange days, When I feel bored and gloomy, When the only color I can see is black , And you are the only one who can make everything exciting again... There are those bizarre days, When I just lose control over life, When the only color I can see is grey , Then you are the one who can bring me back on track... Then there are those happy days, When everything looks dazzling and bright, When the only color visible is red , And you are the only one I feel like sharing my happiness... Then there are those brand new days, When something new and thrilling happens, When the only color visible is white , You are the only one I feel like living those days with... Then there are those beautiful days, When all I see all around are smiles, When the only color visible to me is yellow , And you are the only one who ...

Steeped in despair, Swathed in anxiety, Draped in anguish, I sin to find peace somewhere... Mired in morbidity, Adorned in dejection, Wrapped in sadness, I sin to find peace at some place... I sin... To clear these clouds of grief, To take me to the river of bliss, I sin... To snatch away all my squeamishness, To fill my soul with boldness, I sin... To whip away all my weaknesses irreversibly, To make my inner self audacious irrevocably, I sin... I do sin to find peace somewhere... That will make me strong and sturdy, To stand against this world, And to face them boldly...

I set my wings on fire; When darkness takes over this earth, I set my wings on fire; When all the doors gets closed, I set my wings on fire; When everything is encircled by dire strait, I set my wings on fire; When life looks empty and bare, I set my wings on fire; When my heart gets ached, I do set my wings on fire; to fly me away, Away somewhere from this despair, Away to some far off place, To fairies and angel's palace, To the lands of love, To the planet of care, Somewhere far off, To a distant place, Away from all the pain and misery, To a place where love is in the air,a And happiness resides in its every corner...

Wrote this one for my husband whom I love more than anything and who means everything to me: I hurt him, I give him pain but all I know is I can't live without him and nothing matters to me in this world more than him... He is the one who makes me feel special, who makes me feel out of this world by every single touch, whose smile can make me forget all the stress, whose words can take me to another amazing world, whose one look is enough to take away my breath, whose one smile can lift my feet off the ground, whose happiness is more than enough to spin me around, whose love is just enough to drive me crazy: I just wanna be the girl you talk about, The only one you couldn’t live without, The one about whom you say to this world She’s my baby, she's my girl... I just wanna be the girl you think about, The one that takes your breath away, The one with whom you want to spend all your nights and all your days... I just wanna be the girl you care about, The only one ...

Juggling my dreams in the sky, Spinning my happiness around, Lifting my feet above the ground, I go round and round till my breath last.. Playing hide and seek with the clouds, Talking incessantly with the glittering stars, Sharing all I have with the shining moon, I fly high and high till my wings are all worn out... Fluttering along with those b'ful butterflies, Laughing my heart out with those flowers, Gossiping with those chirping birds, I smile and smile till everything gets brighten up... These are my friends, They are ones for whom I care, They are the ones who make me smile, They are the ones who really care for what I love, They are the ones who can take me to miles...

Love is all I have, You are all I want, Holding your hands, is all I crave for, Your lap is all, where I wanna rest, Your eyes are all, I wanna dive in, Your words are all, that I wanna hear, You are all I want, You are all I crave for, You are all my heart yearn for...

Come away with me, and I will take you to the city of dreams... Come away with me, And I will give all that you need... Come away with me, And I will write you a lovely song... Come away with me, And I will give you all that you have been craving for... Come away with me, And I will sketch you a beautiful picture... Come away with me, And I will fill your life with colors... Come away with me, Holding my hand, Somewhere far I will take you, And I will never let you go...

Take me again, Take me to those streets, The streets leading to home, Home where I belong, Take me again, Take me to that life, Life that gave me happiness, Happiness indefinable, Take me again, Take me to those people, People whom I called my own, My own and my everything... Take me again, Again to those days, Days filled with love, care and laughter, Those carefree days, When all problems use to look like small pebbles, With which we could play, By throwing them hard on other stones, And crashing them right there and right away...

Today, after years, I wore bangles. I just love the sound that they make, its so rhythmic, so beautiful, you feel as if all the bangles are dancing together in your hands:) And this dance of all the bangles make me feel beautiful... The reason is still a mystery to me. But, there is another reason why I love that sound of bangles. It brings back the memories of my childhood... How? You know, my maa always used to wear bangles 24*7 (she wears them even today) and so, the sound of her bangles used to play every time, everywhere in our home. I have been grown up listening to that sound and this sound is one of those beautiful memories of my childhood. Believe me, that sound got imbibed in every corner of our home. And this sound made me miss Maa today. It bought back the memories of old days. I wish I was with her with my head in her lap. I feel like I want to relax, I want to breathe in her arms now like a tired child for whom mother's lap is like an ocean of ecstasy, w...

ha ha ha... And I really have no idea what made me to write the below lines! Funny, childish and stupid still I loved the innocence in them, innocence of a child! Read, smile and think about how stupid and crazy I can get!!! But yes, I wrote these to make a point: that if you have confidence, courage and a passion to achieve something, nothing on this earth can stop you, how so ever tiny you are and how so ever huge the hurdles are! You will surely find a way out of them: From the window, peeks a little ant, Looks around and ask her friend, To go inside and take a glace, But she refuses to take a chance, This made her sad, poor little ant, She stood there, refusing to recant, And looked inside to take a glance, The window was big for the tiny ant, But she jumped inside with a gasp and pant, She will get something, she was confident, Then she saw a sweet as huge as an elephant, She jumped high and high in excitement, Then she ran to the sweet kept in the pan, She ate and...

And I asked my mom once, "Maa why can't I fly?" She went silent for few seconds, "coz u don't have wings", and she replied, "Why don't I have wings?" I bothered her again, And Maa got confused, What answer would she give, To such a stupid question? She went quiet, Was she thinking something? Even i was quiet, staring at her, Waiting for the reply... "Coz you are not a bird" Finally she said, I got annoyed by her answer, And shot one more question, "But everyone can do everything, Then why can't I only fly?" She went numb again, She drowned in her pool of thoughts again, Probably to find the best answer from somewhere deep down, Like a beautiful pearl found at the bottom of an ocean, I was staring at her, My little eyes blinking, My innocent heart waiting, Waiting for maa to speak, And let me know "Why can't I fly?" Then Maa finally replied: "Everyone...

And I feel trapped by this feeling again, Feeling that I try to ignore everyday, Feeling lying in disguise somewhere, Feeling I keep hiding from this world, Feeling that make my eyes sting with anger, Feeling that makes my heart filled with wrath, Feeling that make my words noxious, Feeling that fills my soul with annoyance, Feeling that makes my mind shiver with ire, Feeling that grab all my happiness in its clutches, Feeling that doesn't allow me to smile or sleep, Feeling that takes away my confidence completely, Feeling I try to ignore everyday, I feel trapped with that forbidden feeling again, What causes that feeling to come to me? Love! I even know the answer to it, Yes, its only love that invites that banned emotion, Emotion that I labeled with a prohibited tag, But love trashes this tag and brings it back from oblivion, Love! Love! Love! Love! Shall I tag love itself as a forbidden passion! Will have nothing left to bring that banned feeling back, Be...

And its dusk again, Inviting the mysterious night to come, And again it comes, on the horses of darkness... Spreading dusky mist on the window panes, Making everything disappear into oblivion, Covering everyone with the disguise's mantle, Hiding this world from the universe, The mysterious night is here again, to play its favorite game, With the dark murky black shade, it invades, Invades into each and every corner, Blurring the houses and the roads, burying another day into dark hole, Sealing the fate of one more date, Preparing us for another new dawn, Here comes the mysterious night again...

I looked into the mirror, And got waved off in the thoughts, Who is this? I wondered, I was not able to recognize myself, This was not the refection of the girl I knew, I was changed! Yes, I was changed, I was not the same, Same as years before, When I was audacious and bold, When I had the courage to refuse, Refuse to change for anybody, When i was bold enough, Enough to face the world alone, But now, I can't see the same person, Have I changed according to this world's rules? Where is my true self gone? Is it lost in this world's game? Or have I left it somewhere behind to lead this race, I don't see the same raw energetic girl, Who's this person who looks exhausted and tired, Why does she look so scattered and shattered? I can't even see the dreams in the eyes of her, The dreams that had always enlighten her soul, Dreams that had always kept the passion alive in her heart, Where are those? I can't see the same zeal in her, Zeal...

'm a girl with a heart on fire, A girl always walking on the flames, The girl with the golden blazing soul, The girl embedded with the burning core, And this is the fire that makes me strong, Strong enough to face this world, The flames inside gives me the power, Power enough to stand against the odds...