Paper Planes

Its so easy for this world to just declare "Stop shopping!" "Its wastage of money" and blah blah blah... Its so easy for them to give their opinions!! But I say, put yourself in my shoes and then, probably you will understand... Anyways, my plight is too abstruse for anyone! Ask me who is totally addicted to shopping!!! Every month I promise myself that this is gonna be the last month for me to shop, no more shopping, I rebuke myself every month!!! Yes, that's a job that I do religiously! But the problem is I am just not able to adhere to it. Now the big question is Why? You really wanna know? Well, then here it is: That's because I am addicted. Addicted to the most incredible thing in the world that they call shopping, but for me the word is life and blood!!! The moment my salary is credited into my account, the moment my phone beeps with my salary credited msg, my mind stops working, my mind stops listening to me. Yes, there is some strange conno...

These days, as unable to read newspaper regularly, I start my day with having a glance at the major news websites. And after reading a piece, I like reading those comments that people leave at the end of the news. I like doing that because I love to know different people's opinions on different things/news/topics. They are at times interesting and can really give you new angles to see the things, can provide you fresh thoughts and can show you new facets of viewing things. And I tell you, you will find the comments of each and every genre out there! Outrageous, hilarious, religious (that are not even related to the news), shocking, awful, admirable, genuine, disgraceful, shameful, angry etc etc etc... The list is never-ending... And at times, the worst is when people just starting fighting over silly things out there... When people start commenting at each other's religion just for the sake for it: and most of the times the news is not even related to the same! But...

Helllooo!!! And guess whos back? I was definitely not busy this time... Naaaaa, I wasn't... Just that I thought to take a break deliberately! Break from everything on earth. Off course, this "everything" doesn't include office as that's something which is beyond "everything"... Anyways, I was in a different phase: a phase when you wish to be alone, when you feel like taking a break from the whole wide world, when you feel like discovering your inner self all over again, you feel like exploring your soul and your mind to the extent that had never been done before, when you mentally get hibernated and you just get shifted to your own little secret place, a place where nobody else has a permission to enter! But yes, there are few lucky ones with whom you still want to talk, you want to share your stuff and thoughts, even in this phase:) Yes, so I was in that phase from last few days and so, I just did not feel like writing anything... Its not that ...

My husband often says that I am too impulsive! Initially I used to completely disagree to this declaration of his. But gradually as I started understanding myself, even I started feeling the same:) But rather than taking it as my weakness, I have now made it my strength:). Now, whenever I feel a impulse of doing something, I just go ahead and do it and this has actually given a chance to me to learn, understand and possess new things and I am surely happy about it:) Few results of this impulse of mine are: My few blogs, an angel's tattoo, art of sketching and dancing, and a chocked closet <sob>. If I get caught with a thought of doing or learning something, believe me I start living in a suffocated environment till I finish that thing completely and win over my impulse and after then, I feel relaxed, satisfied and happy:) Later, the challenge which I face is to continue the same interest with these things going forward! But I am sure I will get ...