Paper Planes

Thoughts erupting like a volcano, questions arising like the waves... ... Questions about the world, about my existence, about everybody's existence... Creating a havoc in my brain Questions ranging from Why, what and how of my existence to where and what afterwards? Feeling like 'am going through a hurricane... Feeling like being stuck in a turbulent whirlpool What is it? Is something calling me? Or is it just another hallucination? I feel contented though, but still I am craving, craving for the unknown I feel happy though, but still am not in ecstasy I feel like a beggar, with nothing... Just few questions! Questions for which I am seeking answers Questions ranging from who I am, What am I doing and What is the meaning of my existence... They don't let me sleep, they don't let me rest... Who will answer my curiosities. Who will quench my thirst for that missing thing... At times, I feel it's all vain... It's all futile... Or is it just a delu...

Give me your heart Like an open field And i will show you what love is... I will show u the raw wilderness that i carry inside my heart And i will fill your life with happiness, spread across for miles and miles Without a trace of resentment... Without an ounce of sadness Give me your soul Like an open sky And i will show you how to fly I will show you how to spread ur wings and take a swing in the open air I will show u how it feels to take a leap I will show you what love really is And i will take you away, in the sky full of colors, happiness and joy Leaving all the sorrows behind for the mortals...

Can I ask something? Something... Do I make you happy? I know its not easy to answer But still I want to know! I just want to make you happy Though it feels opposite at times I wonder if I give you all that you want And I ponder if I am the woman you desire Will you ever leave? Say No please... Your happiness is all that I care about Your smile is all that I wanna see Your giggles are all that I wanna hear Nothing I want, if I cant have that Your sadness makes me wretched, Your gloominess drenches me with dejection I feel like taking you in my arms and holding you tight When I see you cry, I feel like wiping away your tears forever And I feel like giving you all that I have To stop you from bleeding, I can take away all your pains Just to make you smile Just to make you happy Even if it means to let you go... I will, yes baby I will I just wanna see you happy I just wanna see you smiling Even if I have to let you go... Coz I know I am not perfect M...

Hold my hand, let me make you feel what I feel Come, come in my arms, let me hide you in my heart Look into my eyes, let me show you what lies deep in them Touch me, let me reveal whats hiding beneath this smile Walk with me,  let me take you to my world Make me yours, let me share a part of my soul with you Leave the meaningless part of your life, be mine...

      I am just a passing wind, Would blow for sometime... You are like an island, I am a traveller, passing you by... I am like a star in the sky, Would shine till a cloud covers me off... You are like a b'ful dream, Would stay till I open my eyes...

Why the world is so damn cruel? Why everyone around looks so mean? Why the hell did I ever get here, Here where there is only hurt and pain Why did I ever allow this heart to beat? Why did I give wings to my feelings? Why the hell did I ever made them free? Cant I rip this heart apart and throw it away? Cant I get rid of these painful feelings? Cant I throw all my emotions somewhere away? And be with me, in peace and serenity What was that I did so wrong? What was that bought me on this trail? Trail, full of pain and hurt... Do I really deserve all this? This awful ache  This unbearable pain...

याद आती है उन बीतें दीनो कि, जब माँ क़ि गोद हमारा आँगन थी, जब माँ क़ि बातें हमें सहलाती थी, जब माँ क़ि हसी हमें ज़माने भर कि खुशियाँ दे जाती थी, जब माँ का डाटना भी लगता था उसका प्यार, जब हमारे रूठने पर वो करती थी दुलार, माँ के हाथों में वो ख़न-खनाती चूड़ीयान, आएने पे चिपकी माँ कि वो छोटी सी बिंदियाँ, माँ के सिंदूर कि वो प्यारी सी डिबईयाँ, माँ कि पायल क़ि वो मीठी सी झंकार, माँ के प्यार से सज़ा वो घरबार, माँ क़ि ख़ुशबू से महकता हर कोना, माँ क़ि गोध में वो सर रख कर सोना, याद आती है उन बीतें दीनो की, जब माँ क़ि आह्टो से होती थी हर सुबह, और माँ क़ि लोरियों से होती थी शाम जुदा, जब घनी धूप से बचाता था माँ का आँचल, जब रहती थी वो साथ हर लम्हा, हर पल, ना जाने कहाँ खो गये वो दिन, जब एक पल ना रह पाते थे हम तेरे बिन, आज भी बहुत याद आती है तेरी माँ, तेरे सायँ के बिन, क्या बतायें है हम कितने तन्हा, काश होते हम, आज भी साथ तेरे, तेरे आँगन में खेलते बिल्कुल पहले की तरह, तेरे पहलू में सर रख कर सोते, तुझे गले लगा कर जी भर कर रोते, सुनने को तेरी प्यारी मीठी बातें तरसते है हम, तेरे सीने से लगने को आज भी त...

A shine in her eyes And a smile on her lips Doesn't she look b'ful and divine? A prayer in her heart And faith in her soul Doesn't she look absolutely fine? Seldom has she revealed her hidden side Rarely does she allow someone to peek inside Its her fear and dismay that she hides She fears the demons screaming deep inside Damaging her heart and molesting her soul Compelling her to surrender herself Still she looks calm and serene to the world Even when she is trying to hold the reins of her life

They say... they ask... again and again Not to get acquainted with this thing called love They blame it for all the terrible pains They condemn it for causing throbbing heart aches They denounce it as a forbidden poison Poison that intoxicates all, like venom But how can one deny the warmth of love How can you ask your heart not to dive in its tenderness How can one not get smitten by this alluring passion, When the whole universe seems to be enchanted with its magic? When everyone around seems to be lured with its charm... Aren't those stars in love with the beautiful moon? If not, then why do they follow its every move? Isn't the sun in love with that far lying horizon? If not, then why does it sleep in the warmth of its arms? Isn't the sky in love with the gigantic sea? If not, then why does it leave its refection in its eyes? Aren't the clouds in love with the land? If not, then why do they gift it, those precious beautiful rain jewels? Isn...

I often hear people labeling Jealousy as a bad trait. I mean from childhood, we are being taught and fed about the huge difference between two kind of things. Yes, good things and bad things. Everything in this world is divided in just these 2 buckets: Good and bad! And generally Jealousy is being dumped into the later category. But is it really that bad? Now, you will very conviniently answer "it depends on the situation". Yes, true. It really depends on the circumstances and the situation where one feels jealous. But isnt it a normal human trait? Isnt it something that is wired into our hardware? The quantity depends on  individual to individual. But wouldnt you think about the other side of jealousy? You feel jealous when someone you love goes around with someone else or cares about someone too much or even if someone takes care of them. Yes, you feel jealous. Why in the world is that considered so wrong? It simply means you love the person so much that you just w...

'I love you', guess these three are most used words in any language, any day. Well, that's what I feel. But do we realize how deep are these 3 words. What is the meaning of them? What does that mean when you say "I love you" to someone. I feel its a commitment for life. By saying I love to someone, you are indirectly saying that you would be there with that person forever and for always. Well, I feel very strongly about these words and if I tell "I love you" to someone, I mean it. I love to tell you 'I love you', I love to do that again and again, I love it more, when you say me too, Yes, I love to tell you 'I love you', Let me tell you what it means when I say it, Well it means: I accept you for the person you are, I will stand by you even if you are far, Even through the worst of times, Even when you don't need me at times, It means: Loving you even when you are in an awful mood, Or tired to do the things that I want you to do, It ...

This one is again for that one person I love more than anybody else in this world: my husband:) Every little piece of me is in love with you, Every inch of my soul adores you, Every tiny bit of my heart worships you, Every minute thing in me admires you, I don't know why? I really don't know why? But I find you so irresistible, What I feel for you is beyond madness, That crazy look of yours, Is just enough to drag me to your thoughts, The wild sensation of your voice, Is just enough to drive me to another world, That untamed, raw energy of yours, Oh, It just makes so hard for me to stop, Your touch takes me to some other place, That is filled with ecstasy and happiness, You are the only one who can create, A fanatical keen desire within my senses, All I need is just you, To be there with my soul, 'Coz let me tell this again, That every little piece of me is in love with you ...

Love is like an open cage, Where you are the one detained, But still you are unable to fly, And do you know the reason, why? You calmly bear all the pain, Drenched in the sorrow rain, Still you stay there in serene, Tied from those love chains, It takes a hold on you, It almost kills you everyday, Still you don't fly away, Do you know the reason, why? 'Coz love is a fatal trap, From which it is not easy to flee, Once you are caught in love's prison, Baby you just can't break free...

  I beg to the lord, I beg to this world, To give back my wings... That someone has stolen, For I am nothing without them... I am just another stone, With no feelings, and no emotions, I am just a piece of bones... And that is why, I ask this world To give back my wings, That have been stolen...

I feel so trapped, In the middle of a maze... My wings are broken, Got caught in a cage... My essence is rotten, My heart carries a rage... My soul is screaming, To set free of this plague...

Can you hug me tonight... Tonight... Hug me tight But wait... I don't want just a hug I need that special one The one that even hurts Pick me up... off the ground Make my feet sling in the air Till I get cramps in my tummy Spin me around... twist n turn Squeeze me hard and so tight Till I feel dozy and down Kiss me gently on these lips Leave me completely breathless Hold me so close and so tight That it leave butterflies in my stomach Tickle me very mildly and softly That leaves me full of giggling I want that special hug tonight Hug that is both wild and sweet

Come in my dreams And hold my hands Look into my eyes And touch my soul Hold my hands and take me away Take me away With you somewhere Create me a new world World filled with beauty Come in my dreams In every dazzling night Hold my hands And take me away Again to the new world That you would create World that would be ours World where our love would blossom Hold my hands And take me away

  In the middle of this  insanity, All I am seeking for is peace, I don't desire for any luxury, I do not yearn for any affluence, All I crave for is serenity... I don't have any longing for the huge cars, I don't wish for owning any sort of mansions, All I beg for is tranquility... I have no hunger left to achieve any  ambition, I don't aspire anymore to reach my destination, All I want is to have a fruitful journey... I don't wish to be a part of the chase, I don't want to run across in search of my aim, All I yearn for is just little time to spend with myself... In the middle of all this scuttle, All I am in quest of is silence, Silence that can take me to the world of solace...

Somewhere far away in the sunshine, lies my dreams... Somewhere hidden in my loneliness, lies my solace... Sometimes being  all alone, with myself is all I need... Sometimes watching the world, silently gives me peace... Sometimes a little thought, is enough to drift me away... Sometimes  dragging myself to oblivion, helps me seeing the hope's ray... Sometimes drowning in your thoughts, is enough to keep me alive... Sometimes going far away, from you is all that I desire... Sometimes, Somewhere far away, in that sky is all I wish to go... To shine like a bright star and, witnessing the world from the top... Lying there in peace forever, drowning in the oasis of serenity and happiness... 

Want to open my eyes to an endless view, Want to meet the one, who resides beyond the blue sky, Want to dance to the music of a fluttering butterfly, Want to sing along with the sounds of those waves, Want to wake up in the lap of an old tree, Want to fly with the wedge in flight...