Paper Planes

From last 2 days, don’t know why but I am missing my dad like anything! It goes without saying that he was the first man I ever loved!! He has been an epitome of perfection to me. Somebody who gave me his unconditional love and support whenever and wherever required! I belong to a very small place called Saharanpur and society there is still in mid 19’s. Yes, it is! Its conventional and conservative. But despite of being a part of such a society, my dad gave me the freedom and independence which I needed! I love him for that. If I have to describe our relationship, then I would say that it is strange but still, it is beautiful! He made me strong in his own way. He taught me how to face the world in his own way. He gave me a sense of security. He made me independent. His ways were definitely different but they carried an assurance of success. Whatever I am today, I completely owe it to him. I can’t thank God f...

Its been 2 weeks since I wrote something! Feeling so terrible and guilty... But yes, I have my own valid reasons for not able to do so:( Last 2 weeks were hectic would be an understatement! Seriously, they were actually weird. So much had happened. The worst of all incidents was when one of my very good friends who was going to get married soon, got married to someone else which came like a shock to all of us. Anyways, I am nobody to judge or say about any body's decisions but I am made to rethink on the definition of friendship! I am somebody who really and strongly believe in this one word called friendship! I always stand by the view that what a friend can do for you, nobody on this earth is capable of doing that! You just feel free with them, totally careless! You hang around with them, you have fun with them, they make you smile, you share each and every part of your life with them, they give you this endless happiness which nobody can give you. You just trust t...

I don’t know why I am writing this! But I really want to write about it for the sake of everyone out there who tends to get into depression! I have been a victim of it for a while last year and so, I am very much aware of how it can gradually lead you to destruction, in terms of physical and mental health (and God knows what all!) I know exactly how it can devastate your zeal to live if left unnoticed and untreated. Believe me guys.   Before getting into this terrible phase, I never used to understand the reason of people committing suicide. I used to criticize them profoundly. But after experiencing this sort of depression myself, I know what exactly it feels like; I now can understand the state of people who commit suicide. Though obviously I do not defend this act as I believe it is the most cowardly thing one can pursue But, my only point is once you realize that something is wrong, you should try to cure it rather than leaving it unattended. But we Indians do not have the ...