Paper Planes

Can you hug me tonight... Tonight... Hug me tight But wait... I don't want just a hug I need that special one The one that even hurts Pick me up... off the ground Make my feet sling in the air Till I get cramps in my tummy Spin me around... twist n turn Squeeze me hard and so tight Till I feel dozy and down Kiss me gently on these lips Leave me completely breathless Hold me so close and so tight That it leave butterflies in my stomach Tickle me very mildly and softly That leaves me full of giggling I want that special hug tonight Hug that is both wild and sweet

Come in my dreams And hold my hands Look into my eyes And touch my soul Hold my hands and take me away Take me away With you somewhere Create me a new world World filled with beauty Come in my dreams In every dazzling night Hold my hands And take me away Again to the new world That you would create World that would be ours World where our love would blossom Hold my hands And take me away

  In the middle of this  insanity, All I am seeking for is peace, I don't desire for any luxury, I do not yearn for any affluence, All I crave for is serenity... I don't have any longing for the huge cars, I don't wish for owning any sort of mansions, All I beg for is tranquility... I have no hunger left to achieve any  ambition, I don't aspire anymore to reach my destination, All I want is to have a fruitful journey... I don't wish to be a part of the chase, I don't want to run across in search of my aim, All I yearn for is just little time to spend with myself... In the middle of all this scuttle, All I am in quest of is silence, Silence that can take me to the world of solace...

Somewhere far away in the sunshine, lies my dreams... Somewhere hidden in my loneliness, lies my solace... Sometimes being  all alone, with myself is all I need... Sometimes watching the world, silently gives me peace... Sometimes a little thought, is enough to drift me away... Sometimes  dragging myself to oblivion, helps me seeing the hope's ray... Sometimes drowning in your thoughts, is enough to keep me alive... Sometimes going far away, from you is all that I desire... Sometimes, Somewhere far away, in that sky is all I wish to go... To shine like a bright star and, witnessing the world from the top... Lying there in peace forever, drowning in the oasis of serenity and happiness... 

Want to open my eyes to an endless view, Want to meet the one, who resides beyond the blue sky, Want to dance to the music of a fluttering butterfly, Want to sing along with the sounds of those waves, Want to wake up in the lap of an old tree, Want to fly with the wedge in flight...

Got to watch The Conjuring last night and must say it is really one of the scariest movies I have ever seen!! Guess, scary is a word that is too tiny to be used to describe this movie. Its super frightening, terrifying! The horror scenes not only haunts you at night but they doesn't even leave you in the daytime. Believe me... I like the way all the usual fears related to supernatural things, that almost everyone face have been used in the movie: like we all, I guess at times get scared of thinking that somebody is behind us, watching us and ready to grab us... Ooopppssss... and the fear that somebody is there under the bed is one thing that bothers everyone:) And the one that somebody might pull your leg while sleeping and all that... The way these typical fears have been demonstrated in this movie is just mind blowing:) Many scenes can give you  goosebumps. So, beware while watching this movie. However, this post is really not about the movie review. Its about a thought that...

There are those weird days, When I feel sad and depressed, When the only color visible to me is blue , And you are the only one I look up to... There are those strange days, When I feel bored and gloomy, When the only color I can see is black , And you are the only one who can make everything exciting again... There are those bizarre days, When I just lose control over life, When the only color I can see is grey , Then you are the one who can bring me back on track... Then there are those happy days, When everything looks dazzling and bright, When the only color visible is red , And you are the only one I feel like sharing my happiness... Then there are those brand new days, When something new and thrilling happens, When the only color visible is white , You are the only one I feel like living those days with... Then there are those beautiful days, When all I see all around are smiles, When the only color visible to me is yellow , And you are the only one who ...

... And I almost got a heart attack this morning when I noticed those first strands of grey hair! Agree they are not the first ones but they are certainly the first prominent strands of grey hair, the sight of which almost took my breath away... Ouuucchhh... I looked at them and I just wanted to scream like those dramatic heroines in old movies "nahiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii..." I remember Hema Malini doing that in some movie, while releasing her breath in a strange way! Anyways, back to my agony. So, I stood in front of the mirror, looking at my grey color strands and touching them with my finger tips... and touching them again and over again as if the grey color will get back to the color of youth by my touching! I so badly wish it could! I would have taken a day off from work and would have sat in front of the mirror and would have transformed all those strands with that stupid grey color back to black: the color of youth as I declared above! To my chagrin, there was n...

Steeped in despair, Swathed in anxiety, Draped in anguish, I sin to find peace somewhere... Mired in morbidity, Adorned in dejection, Wrapped in sadness, I sin to find peace at some place... I sin... To clear these clouds of grief, To take me to the river of bliss, I sin... To snatch away all my squeamishness, To fill my soul with boldness, I sin... To whip away all my weaknesses irreversibly, To make my inner self audacious irrevocably, I sin... I do sin to find peace somewhere... That will make me strong and sturdy, To stand against this world, And to face them boldly...

I set my wings on fire; When darkness takes over this earth, I set my wings on fire; When all the doors gets closed, I set my wings on fire; When everything is encircled by dire strait, I set my wings on fire; When life looks empty and bare, I set my wings on fire; When my heart gets ached, I do set my wings on fire; to fly me away, Away somewhere from this despair, Away to some far off place, To fairies and angel's palace, To the lands of love, To the planet of care, Somewhere far off, To a distant place, Away from all the pain and misery, To a place where love is in the air,a And happiness resides in its every corner...

Wrote this one for my husband whom I love more than anything and who means everything to me: I hurt him, I give him pain but all I know is I can't live without him and nothing matters to me in this world more than him... He is the one who makes me feel special, who makes me feel out of this world by every single touch, whose smile can make me forget all the stress, whose words can take me to another amazing world, whose one look is enough to take away my breath, whose one smile can lift my feet off the ground, whose happiness is more than enough to spin me around, whose love is just enough to drive me crazy: I just wanna be the girl you talk about, The only one you couldn’t live without, The one about whom you say to this world She’s my baby, she's my girl... I just wanna be the girl you think about, The one that takes your breath away, The one with whom you want to spend all your nights and all your days... I just wanna be the girl you care about, The only one ...

Juggling my dreams in the sky, Spinning my happiness around, Lifting my feet above the ground, I go round and round till my breath last.. Playing hide and seek with the clouds, Talking incessantly with the glittering stars, Sharing all I have with the shining moon, I fly high and high till my wings are all worn out... Fluttering along with those b'ful butterflies, Laughing my heart out with those flowers, Gossiping with those chirping birds, I smile and smile till everything gets brighten up... These are my friends, They are ones for whom I care, They are the ones who make me smile, They are the ones who really care for what I love, They are the ones who can take me to miles...