Paper Planes

And I asked my mom once, "Maa why can't I fly?" She went silent for few seconds, "coz u don't have wings", and she replied, "Why don't I have wings?" I bothered her again, And Maa got confused, What answer would she give, To such a stupid question? She went quiet, Was she thinking something? Even i was quiet, staring at her, Waiting for the reply... "Coz you are not a bird" Finally she said, I got annoyed by her answer, And shot one more question, "But everyone can do everything, Then why can't I only fly?" She went numb again, She drowned in her pool of thoughts again, Probably to find the best answer from somewhere deep down, Like a beautiful pearl found at the bottom of an ocean, I was staring at her, My little eyes blinking, My innocent heart waiting, Waiting for maa to speak, And let me know "Why can't I fly?" Then Maa finally replied: "Everyone...

Its so easy for this world to just declare "Stop shopping!" "Its wastage of money" and blah blah blah... Its so easy for them to give their opinions!! But I say, put yourself in my shoes and then, probably you will understand... Anyways, my plight is too abstruse for anyone! Ask me who is totally addicted to shopping!!! Every month I promise myself that this is gonna be the last month for me to shop, no more shopping, I rebuke myself every month!!! Yes, that's a job that I do religiously! But the problem is I am just not able to adhere to it. Now the big question is Why? You really wanna know? Well, then here it is: That's because I am addicted. Addicted to the most incredible thing in the world that they call shopping, but for me the word is life and blood!!! The moment my salary is credited into my account, the moment my phone beeps with my salary credited msg, my mind stops working, my mind stops listening to me. Yes, there is some strange conno...

I was just wondering last night about things that I just love to do! Things that make me happy, things that can make me smile in any damn situation, things that never let me go down... And then my thoughts gradually crossed the bridge from a narrow bottle neck thinking to a broader one... What are those few things that we should always always do... Whatever happens, where ever we are and in whatever situation... What are those? After mulling over for sometime, I was able to recollect few of them and I am dumping them here on this space: 1. # 1 is offcourse my living mantra: Keep Smiling!!! Never ever leave your smile for anything or for anybody... Smile is, believe me the greatest gift from God to mankind... It has the power to take you to the world of ecstasy in seconds. Whenever you feel down next time, just try to smile... Crazy it sounds? Nayy? Let it be... Crazy be it... But smile... Smile at yourself... Smile with yourself... Smile for yourself and you will feel contented ...

And I feel trapped by this feeling again, Feeling that I try to ignore everyday, Feeling lying in disguise somewhere, Feeling I keep hiding from this world, Feeling that make my eyes sting with anger, Feeling that makes my heart filled with wrath, Feeling that make my words noxious, Feeling that fills my soul with annoyance, Feeling that makes my mind shiver with ire, Feeling that grab all my happiness in its clutches, Feeling that doesn't allow me to smile or sleep, Feeling that takes away my confidence completely, Feeling I try to ignore everyday, I feel trapped with that forbidden feeling again, What causes that feeling to come to me? Love! I even know the answer to it, Yes, its only love that invites that banned emotion, Emotion that I labeled with a prohibited tag, But love trashes this tag and brings it back from oblivion, Love! Love! Love! Love! Shall I tag love itself as a forbidden passion! Will have nothing left to bring that banned feeling back, Be...

And its dusk again, Inviting the mysterious night to come, And again it comes, on the horses of darkness... Spreading dusky mist on the window panes, Making everything disappear into oblivion, Covering everyone with the disguise's mantle, Hiding this world from the universe, The mysterious night is here again, to play its favorite game, With the dark murky black shade, it invades, Invades into each and every corner, Blurring the houses and the roads, burying another day into dark hole, Sealing the fate of one more date, Preparing us for another new dawn, Here comes the mysterious night again...

I looked into the mirror, And got waved off in the thoughts, Who is this? I wondered, I was not able to recognize myself, This was not the refection of the girl I knew, I was changed! Yes, I was changed, I was not the same, Same as years before, When I was audacious and bold, When I had the courage to refuse, Refuse to change for anybody, When i was bold enough, Enough to face the world alone, But now, I can't see the same person, Have I changed according to this world's rules? Where is my true self gone? Is it lost in this world's game? Or have I left it somewhere behind to lead this race, I don't see the same raw energetic girl, Who's this person who looks exhausted and tired, Why does she look so scattered and shattered? I can't even see the dreams in the eyes of her, The dreams that had always enlighten her soul, Dreams that had always kept the passion alive in her heart, Where are those? I can't see the same zeal in her, Zeal...

I just got across an article written by Gul Panag and just loved it! Simply delighted to read such an amazing piece. I really couldn't resist to share it. And so, here it is:

'm a girl with a heart on fire, A girl always walking on the flames, The girl with the golden blazing soul, The girl embedded with the burning core, And this is the fire that makes me strong, Strong enough to face this world, The flames inside gives me the power, Power enough to stand against the odds...

I spy on my feelings, And I spy on my thoughts, I spy on my heart, and I spy on my mind... Do you know the reason, the big WHY? 'Coz I know they are deceiving me, They are playing games with my core, 'Coz I know they are going out of control, Out of control of my soul, 'Coz i know they have stopped listening, Listening to my inner voice, 'Coz I know they are getting matured, Matured enough to go on their own... And so, I spy on my heart, I spy on my mind, I spy on whatever they feel, I spy on whatever they think...

There are moments that you never want to let go, There are memories that you never want to forgo, There are moments that you feel could be captured, There are days that you feel could be detained Captured, detained and then frozen forever, Frozen forever in its most splendid form, So that you could live them again, Again whenever you want to forget the pain, Again Whenever you wish to smile, You could just live them again, Those moments captured and detained, And frozen forever in its most magnificent form...

So so true!!!!

I just loved it!!!

I am a song that has not being sung, I am a shriek that never got released, I am a tale that has never been told, I am a story that still lies unfold, I am a bird who could never fly, I am a moth, in the flame that dies, I am a flower that could never blossom, I am a stream that could never meet an ocean, I am the colors that could never create a rainbow, I am the tears that could never flow, I am the sky that could never meet the earth, I am a painting that has never been admired, And this is what I am... I am everything...Yet I am nothing... I am relief...and I am pain... I am dearth...and I am rain... I am smile...and I am scream... I am an open book...and I am the master of disguise... I am outside... and I am within... I am here... and I am nowhere... I am this... and I am that.... I am what, and I am what not... I am life, and I am death...

I know I am little impatient, I know I am at times intolerant, I know I get irritated very easily, I know anger is always just a bit away from me, I know I behave weirdly at times, I know I am absurd many times, I know I am extremely obsessive, I even know that I am possessive, I know its just hard to handle me at times, I know its just so hard to explain me things, I know I am a trouble maker in your life, I know there are things you do that, I don't realize, I know I become a different person completely, Somebody who becomes a stranger suddenly, Somebody whom you had not fallen for, Somebody whom you have never dreamt of... But then All I want to say is I love you, And I dare to behave like this only with you, There is no one else who is so close to me, To pretend in front of you, there is just no reason I see, All I can say is I do this because I know you very well, I know you love me too much to leave me because of this mess, I know you understand me and...

These days all I am seeing and hearing is about Sreesanth, Chandela and Chavan... Offcourse amongst the three, its Sreesanth who has grabbed all the limelight!!! Because he is the most famous one amongst the three! Anyways, one thing that I don't understand is this is not the first case of match fixing that has been disclosed! We all know that it happens, its exists but still we run behind these matches. We just leave every damn important thing, just to watch a match even when we know that they can be fixed but still, we love to make fool out of ourselves. We see matches so passionately that if our team losses, we feel the pain of a personal loss! What they say is so true that Cricket is a religion in our country and cricketers: they are God! Why? for what... I am just and just unable to understand! They are playing out there and getting paid, rather paid super heavily for that... They are not doing a charity or something for God sake! They are just doing their job like any...

I am sure all the ladies out there would have certainly heard the name of Omar Borkan Al Gala... If you haven't then its a crime! Ladies go and google this name and believe me, you will witness one of the most handsome man ever existed on earth (off course after Tom Cruise, Brad Pitt and Richard Gere... they are my favs!)... Ok, so the thing is now why this name Omar Borkan Al Gala suddenly became so popular... That is because he was thrown out of the annual Jenadrivah Heritage & Cultural Festival in Riyadh. His crime? Take a guess... Come on... His amazing sexy looks. Shocked... Don't be! Because that's true. This guy was thrown out of the festival just because the authorities thought that he was too hot for the innocent ladies out there to handle. This is so funny, its hilarious. I mean what did authorities thought? That all the ladies are going to jump on him, molest him, rape him... Whatever! I don't know if ever a man has been penalize...

Will you even love me when: My smile will become dull, When the wrinkles on my face will sharpen, When the sparkle in my eyes will go haze, When my stories will sound like a maze, When my voice will start trembling, When i will start forgetting everything, When my hands will begin to shake, When I will not be able to differentiate, When I will not be able to support you in anyway, When I will have no tales and stories to narrate, When i will become a little whimsical, When i will get irritated with no explanation, When you will have to find reasons to make me smile, When you will have to take care of me like a child, When i will not be able to give you any happiness, When i will have nothing to fill your life with cheerfulness, Will you even love me then? As much as you do now...

I just read a piece on FB and just cant stop myself from shared it with  you guys. It is as below: How true is it what Dalai Lama said about Man... Today, out of curiosity I was just calculating the time that i would be living in different terms. Lets take the average living age of a man to be 80 (which I am sure is gonna get go down in the coming years!!!).. So, in years it would be off course 80 In terms of months its 960 (yes, ONLY!!!) In terms of days, its only 29200 In terms of weeks, its only 4160 which is also the no of weekends!!!!! And we just have 7 lac hours!!!! I do not even want to calculate it in terms of mins and secs:( Imagine we have so less time to live and we waste most of it in stress, tension, making money and we just forget to give time to the people we love most, to the things that matters the most to us, to the stuff that makes us happy, to the things that we love doing, to our hobbies... etc etc... Guess, most of us live in the perception th...

I wish I could lighten the darkness, I wish I could talk to the silence...  I wish I could scare the fear, I wish I could add some distance to the near, I wish I could give a smile to sadness, I wish I could give a lease of life to death...  I wish I could add some relief to all sort of pains, I wish I could put in some emotions to the mountains… I wish I could give a movement to the trees, I wish I could make the sky and earth meet… I wish I could I could add innocence to manhood, I wish I could add permanence to the childhood… I wish I could make smiles flow like bird, I wish I could give wings to all of us… I wish I could design clouds of happiness, I wish I could lessen up all the stress… I wish I could eliminate sadness from this world, I wish I could straighten things are twisted and curled… I wish I could add some happiness to everyone's life, I wish I could add a pinch of love in all the strife’s…

I hate so much to cry, To stop the tears, I always try, But happiness is something one cannot buy, To myself, anymore I cannot lie, Outside for the world, I keep this smile, But inside I know, I am dying, Dying of some unknown pain, I don't know which cloud pour this rain, But I know this pain is taking my life, The way it has already snatched my smile, I want to forget this pain forever, So that at least now I can live happier, I don't want to shed tears anymore, Yet, every time from somewhere they pour, I wish I could destroy the part within me, Where these tears are stored somewhere deep, But then guess that's a corner in my heart, How can I destroy something of that part? Because that's where you also stay, To reach to you, that's the only way, How can I dare to destroy your place? Even if its also a home to all my pains, Even if all my tears are stored there, To demolish your home will not be fair, I will stay with this pain forever, I will learn to smile what...

These days, as unable to read newspaper regularly, I start my day with having a glance at the major news websites. And after reading a piece, I like reading those comments that people leave at the end of the news. I like doing that because I love to know different people's opinions on different things/news/topics. They are at times interesting and can really give you new angles to see the things, can provide you fresh thoughts and can show you new facets of viewing things. And I tell you, you will find the comments of each and every genre out there! Outrageous, hilarious, religious (that are not even related to the news), shocking, awful, admirable, genuine, disgraceful, shameful, angry etc etc etc... The list is never-ending... And at times, the worst is when people just starting fighting over silly things out there... When people start commenting at each other's religion just for the sake for it: and most of the times the news is not even related to the same! But...

Standing in front of a mirror, I was so compelled to wonder, Some things are so near to us, But they are still so far away, Like the tattoo at my back, It’s a part of me, Its always so near to me, But still I am unable to see it with my eyes!, I feel terrible at this plight... But then, there are things that are visible to my eyes, But are so difficult to get through, Like those shinning bright stars, That looks like shinning gems in the sky, They look so stunning to my eyes, I get tempted to steal all of them, But I know I can never reach them, I know they will never be mine, And so, I let my eyes enjoy the site...

One more amazing quote from someone whose I am a superfan of! He is somebody who actually lived his life truly liberated and free! He is one person who really lived like a bird... Who was never scared of saying what he felt... So, here is one of his quotes: "The truth is everyone is going to hurt you, you just got to find the one's worth suffering for..."                                                                                                  --- Bob Marley Isn't it so true?? Keep smiling:)

There are those weird days, When I feel sad and depressed, When the only color visible to me is blue, And you are the only one I look up to... There are those strange days, When I feel bored and gloomy, When the only color I can see is black, And you are the only one who can make everything exciting again... There are those bizarre days, When I just lose control over life, When the only color I can see is grey, Then you are the one who can bring me back on track... Then there are those happy days, When everything looks dazzling and bright, When the only color visible is red, And you are the only one I feel like sharing my happiness... Then there are those brand new days, When something new and thrilling happens, When the only color visible is white, You are the only one I feel like living those days with... Then there are those beautiful days, When all I see all around are smiles, When the only color visible to me is yellow, And you are the only one who can enha...

Luved the below quote!!!  "Umbrella can’t stop the rain but can make us stand in the rain, confidence may not bring success but gives us power to face any challenges"                                - Author Unknown Its so so true!!! :):):)

And now I realize after years, That I had been living with an animal, Throughout my life: from being a child to being an adult, I was born with this wild untamed monster, Who knows how to control my soul and heart, The untamed animal that has a complete power on me, Who forces me to think, and guide my actions, The animal that is never going to leave me, It is going to live with me till my last breath, Animal that had been residing somewhere in my head, That’s the one to blame for all my deeds, It is the one that pushes me for all that I do and all that I say, This untamed animal that’s residing inside my head, This uncontrollable beast that has made a home inside somewhere, I wish I had the power to kill this wild monster , Life would have become so easy and trouble-free, I would have had no one to push me to think, Think about this world and think about this life, I would have lived a free and liberated life, This is the monster that compels me , Compels...